Yesterday, I had a session with a client who got in touch with the point-of-terror etched in his brain, and was able to have a heart 4 his darkness & breathelove love in 2 his struggles. I suggested that he lights a candle to celebrate the light in the darkness – which is also the symbol of Chanuka. I was inspired 2 light 3 candles. One 4 my mother, one 4 my inner-terrorized-child, and one for all the terrorized children in the world. I took a picture of the 3 candles, and posted it on Facebook under the caption – “brighten the darkness in the heart of terror…”
At 2:00AM, I received a message from a friend in Israel who thought my posting was arrogant. This friend is struggling with her own divided heart about terror. In her opinion terror is the muslims fault. I got sucked in 2 a hopeless discussion, triggered by my terror of losing her as a friend. At some point I had to stop the conversation, and use humor to diffuse the hostility & the emotional violence I felt. She is one of the funniest & loveliest people I know, but when I felt that I could kill her…. I opted to stop speaking Hebrew & English & switch 2 the language of The BREAZE, being reminded that there is no solutions to the human condition, only ways. Ways of Self-caring, Self-loving & Self -healing.
The BREAZE is a language of Self-love & Self-care & Self-healing. Noticing the point-of-terror etched in your brain, under the defensive story your mind is making up to protect you from reliving a trauma. Having a heart & breathinglove in 2 your struggles & inner-terror… & celebrating your life. Develop a life practice of self-healing & continue 2 love & care 4 your terrorized child.
Samuel Jakob Kirschner, Voice of The BREAZE